One morning going to Dong Phuong

I was reversing out of my house,

and i saw a black truck reversing too, then i saw him.

He was coming from his grandma house, which is next to mines.

So i put the gear in drive, and break for a long time as he went out.

i couldn't believe it. I waited for him to go first.

So that i can go on the road he was on.

We were going opposite directions.

Then we just smiled at each other.

We drove on our way.

Can it be!?

This is what i saw on his personal page.

"There`s something missing in my life, it might be y o u-"

Can It Be!?



Lyrics to a song --> "I'll never get over you, getting over me.."



I miss him today. I missed him last night. i miss him.

it's almost Christmas again

Christmas is coming. I'm finally moving back to my house. Glad to have a home to go to. Especially around christmas time. where you share happy moments together with your family. sometimes you see friends and your have something to say. "Merry Chirstmas and Happy Neaw Year!". Isn't that true? When you see your friends again you have better things to say than "How you doing?" and "How's school?".



I'm not missing him anymore. That's kinda good right? Getting back on track with normal things. Maybe i had those kind of feelings because of mood changes. Yeah i think that's it. I'm better now and that's a good thing. i would think of him but feelings aren't that sensitive as a few days ago. It's back to normal now.

Sometimes I wish:

we can be together again

i'm in your arms

i have you to share happy moments in my life

i have you to talk to about sad things in my life

i can tell you sorry

you can forgive me

we can go out and play

we can see each other and just smile

i can watch the clouds go by and guess what it looks like with you again

i can look for stars and see your face next to mines

you love me and i love you back

there's nothing else but you

nothing much

Lately I've stopped thinking about him. Is that a good thing? I Think so. Well, i don't have to feel sad when i go to school listening to that Cd. i started listen to the radio for traffic news now. Whew, who knew there can be such chaotic mornings. The news is a helpful tool when you driving to the west in the morning.

I saw him today

He was sitting about 15 feet away from me. I looked at him from behind. thinking of how we're in college now. and ever since we broke up in the 11th grade, we both haven't got new boyfriends or girlfirends yet, or so i think. i didn't hear about him having a new girlfriend. do he still think about me? i know he saw me today. I passed by his house the other day, and recalled the times i went over there. one time, i helped him do a project in his room. another time, we sang a love song together on the karoke. and one evening i stayed there not wanting to go home. Me and another couple didn't want to leave form the bed we were sitting on. I still listen to the song that we sung together, i put it on when i drive in the car. I put all the songs that we shared into one cd. And now, when i listen to it, it reminds me of the love that we shared together.

An essay due for class

I have to write an essay paper for English. It was a poem by Robert Frost. The title is "The Road Not Taken." This poem was posted on his page, maybe still is. But this poem reminded me of him. So I just wanted to wrote that in this blog.

Song i heard on the radio at night

"Somewhere out there

Someones thinking of me

And loving me tonight

It helps to think we're sleeping

Underneath the same big sky"

-performed by Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram

Driving my sister to the grocery store

When my sister asked me while i was passing by my middle school, if i miss it. Then it made me think a little about him. That's where i started to like him. that's where we started our relationship. then i realized, maybe that feeling i had yesterday in my dream was.. missing him. i do miss him. it's been two years already.

A dream that inspired this BlogSpot

i had a dream... i wasn't expecting it but i knew it came. he gave me a kiss, a sincere one. I closed my eyes when it all happened, then this feeling of heaviness came into my heart. it made me feel happy, yet so sad. i woke up with tears in my eyes. what does this all mean?! do i still love him?