The night you made me CRY!

Tonight you made me so scared. You made me feel what I dreaded to feel. The painful sadness that overwhelms your heart when the person you love says they don’t love you and that they can never find themselves loving you. It’s the saddest thing in the world. You questioned my love for you. Do you know how demeaning that is?! I thought you trusted me and know me a little bit better. But it’s okay. If you need to put me on the spot and know for sure. Than you gotta do it.

Been Busy

During the last few weeks I've been so busy with school, work, clinicals, exams, and just regular errands around the house. I'm so tired! I hate school. But this is the last four weeks of the semester. We're finishing off clinicals and presenting case studies on a patient we choose to talk about. I have to talk about their signs and symptoms. What they're diagnosed with and treatment of the patient. I think I'm going to choose an easy one like asthma or something.

Clinicals are okay. Been exposed to alot of things. Learn alot of things and there's still more to learn. Sigh. I'm tired. I think I need to quit Smoothie King so I can really focus on school. But I need to save up to pay off my dental bills and also save up for christmas. My family knows not to expect alot from me this year, so yeah. I think it was a good idea me and my boyfriend made a pact last year abotu gift giving. We said that we are going to buy presents not for each other, but for TOTS or something. I think he's sweet and all, but I want to get something for him to show I care. But I guess by followign through with our pact will be good right?! I really didn't liek it at first, but somehow.. It's funny that everything happens for a reason.

Okay, I really need to go to sleep now. Night Night!