Happy New Year

Every Tet, the church has a big celebration with places to eat food/drink, play games, and stand in the crowd to see a concert. This is a place where i know i'll see him. This year my family is celebrating tet at home. He might be at his grandma's house, outside for the midnight fireworks. I'll be out there too.

One morning going to Dong Phuong

I was reversing out of my house,

and i saw a black truck reversing too, then i saw him.

He was coming from his grandma house, which is next to mines.

So i put the gear in drive, and break for a long time as he went out.

i couldn't believe it. I waited for him to go first.

So that i can go on the road he was on.

We were going opposite directions.

Then we just smiled at each other.

We drove on our way.

Can it be!?

This is what i saw on his personal page.

"There`s something missing in my life, it might be y o u-"

Can It Be!?



Lyrics to a song --> "I'll never get over you, getting over me.."



I miss him today. I missed him last night. i miss him.

it's almost Christmas again

Christmas is coming. I'm finally moving back to my house. Glad to have a home to go to. Especially around christmas time. where you share happy moments together with your family. sometimes you see friends and your have something to say. "Merry Chirstmas and Happy Neaw Year!". Isn't that true? When you see your friends again you have better things to say than "How you doing?" and "How's school?".



I'm not missing him anymore. That's kinda good right? Getting back on track with normal things. Maybe i had those kind of feelings because of mood changes. Yeah i think that's it. I'm better now and that's a good thing. i would think of him but feelings aren't that sensitive as a few days ago. It's back to normal now.

Sometimes I wish:

we can be together again

i'm in your arms

i have you to share happy moments in my life

i have you to talk to about sad things in my life

i can tell you sorry

you can forgive me

we can go out and play

we can see each other and just smile

i can watch the clouds go by and guess what it looks like with you again

i can look for stars and see your face next to mines

you love me and i love you back

there's nothing else but you