wednesday

Last night, i stayed up late watching this great chinese movie called "Fulltime Killer" it's about assassins. It was almost like counter strike but kind of like grand theft auto. It was awesome and i finally went to sleep around Two o' clock. I woke up around 9 to clean a lil and went back to sleep, than i woke up so that i can take my little sister to go eat ice cream at baskin robins, but they weren't open until 12:00 and the sign says their hours are 11:00 til whenever... forgot. I was so disappointed, but it was okay cuz we only waited about 10 minutes. During that 10 minutes, we went to the Domino's, which was next to baskin robins, and ordered a Philly Cheesesteak Pizza! It was great timing cuz when baskin robins opened, the lady had time to make cappuchino blasts for us while we ate pizza on their table. So it was a great lunch. then we went home to get tennis stuff to play at joe brown park. Since no one was there during that time. It was also a bad idea cuz it was so HOT! so we went to sonics after thirty minutes and got drinks and i dropped off a camera at walgreen's. Than back to our plan, we wanted to go to Hannan to pick Thao-Vi Up and head to the mall early, but unfortunately, my brother called and said that they were home from offshore, so we had to go home and help out with the shrimp and stuff. Well that's it, that was my day.

LJ Just getting started

Kinda new at this livejournal thing. But i'm pretty sure i'll get the hang of it soon. i wanted to have a journal online, so that friends and family can read and catch up on things about me. I might not write in this everyday, but i'll try my best to post alot of things for everyone. Well, enjoy and come back soon!

I Love My Mom

One day, I`ll ask her if i can have a boyfriend, But right now. She doesn`t want me to have a boyfriend. She thinks that when i have a byofriend, i will not care about her anymore, and that i will spend all my free time with my boyfriend and forget about about her. I love my mom so much, I don`t want to hurt her feelings because: i do want a boyfriend. I already thought about a way to talk to her. But not so sure if it`ll work. You know how when you were a baby learning your first steps, and your mother would hold on to you and won`t let you go so that you can walk by yourself. Well, i think my mom won`t let me go. isn` that sweet of her? But how else will i learn how to walk if she doesn`t let go. It`s hard but it will happen eventually. I need her to understanmd that she will have to let me go, even when it may hurt. I will always love her, and i appreciate all the times she held my hand when i needed her. Those times of counsel and love will never be forgotten.

i'm still think of him often

I'm transfering next semester to the school he is going to right now. i probably will see him there often. on easter vigil we had a great talk. but i never had a chance to put it on here. I think he kind of hint to me that he still have feelings for me, and that maybe we might be together again. It made me real happy. He also said that everytime he talked to a girl, he think of me and how i might disapprove. that's a little funny, but it's quite true that you can never forget a person you cared about alot, a person you love. i think there's something wrong with me. Do i love him or not?! Why do these feelings linger for so long?

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Haven't thought about him much. We're still friends i guess, because i wrote in his guestbook, and he wrote back and he seemed friendly. i wished him a happy birthday. i see him at church on Sundays and Saturdays. i know he sees me. That's about it.