update about me (LJ)

I'm okay and now currently staying in Lafayette in Louisiana. I'm going to school over here and it's going well. My Family is staying with family and friends. I hope we get to go back to New Orleans to get our stuff soon. I miss my house very much and Need alot of things that I think is okay to get from there. Anyways, I Hope everyone is doing well and one day we'll get our lives back together..... until then peace and god bless.

Frustrated

It's so hard for my family right now lord, I'm trying my best to be strong for my lil sisters. I have no where to turn to but you... my family is all depressed and angry with hong. my friends are all far away. I don't have time to talk to them and time to be alone and time to be with you and time to take care of things. My necks freaking hurts and i can't sleep at night, i miss my bed my house my bathroom my hair straightner, Man it's crazy. I want to cry, but i'm don't want to show it. I hate myself. I don't have any friends. And i'm not ready to make new ones yet. i miss the ones i have. I dont' feel any more. not happy not sad not anything. just whatever. I wish there was someone I can just hold onto for a very long time.

9/7/05 Well, i guess i can deal with it.. as long as i can hold on....... on the better half, my neck stopped hurting and i got a hair straightner. I don't know why... but if my hair look ugly.. i feel ugly and if my hair feels great, i have more confidence. the only time i have to myself is at school.... when i'm at home it's so frustrating dealing with my parents and sisters. Sometimes i wish i can just stay at school forever. I don't have any privacy at home and when i want to talk to my friends at night i can't because they are always wondering what i'm doing. So i just sit around the house doing nothing! =( The only time i can talk to my friends is at school during the day time and their like busy or something... And i hate to bother them like that. So i stay at school doingnothing but study and it's boring! I want to go play again... but i don't want to watse money. i need to save up for important things that might come up. I'm so frustrated.

Lafayette is a very nice place to live in, but I really miss New Orleans. Over here, I'm so Lonely!!!! I don't know anyone over here except my family. I wish I was in Houston, but I don't want to complain because.... at least I'm still with my family... what more can I ask for right? I hear alot of people is in Houston. Wish I was one of them..... That's why I'm excited for this weekend. My family is going to Houston to visit some family and friends and the stores over there. It's like three and a half hours away, compared to six... so it'll be fun. My grandma hates it here cause she don't have any of her friends to chill with, and from what she hears... all the old folks are in Houston with the priests....and she want to go over there... even if that means leaving my family. What the hell?! How do she think I feel? That's why my family is going to go over there to see how it is before we make any decisions... I mean she's old and no one will take care of her. Anyways, that means my family is going to be in town. Yippie! I think I'll be seeing some of yal.... if I'm lucky, I'll be stuck with my family most of the time.

Missing Nola

I asked God for a change... And boy did I get it.

In the mist of all the madness, I still find peace in his hands. At least I still have my family with me and hearing good news from friends. I'm in Lafayette with my sister and started school today at ULL. I'm in the computer lab at the school and seeing many people post entries on xanga brings me relief. I'm missing home already but I cried my tears and I'm moving on. It's a tough to deal with the aftermath but people in Lafayette are so nice and it's comforting. I hope everyone is doing well where they are residing. I'll miss you all much. Hen Gap Sau.

Quick Entry

Hi Xanga. Someone told me i need a new picture. there you go.... I'll be back later to write more.

It's been one week into school.... My classes are okay. I have people I know in most of my classes so that's a good thing, except for my math class. It's great to be back at school and getting back into the routine mode. I see many new faces, can't wait to meet them. Also, seeing familiar faces bring back memories from last year too. Although there are some that are doing well playng hide-and-seek with me. Anyways... hope to see yal soon. Can't hide from me forever!