Friday, November 4, 2005
Journals
I'm reading Chicken Soup for the Soul (5th Portion)... and boy do this book make you shed some emotional tears... Anyways, I have a question though... if you were to die soon and there is something you would leave behind that make your loved ones remember you by... what would it be?! Mines, my Journals. I have two of them filled up with memories and pictures already. I'm on my third one now. It has alot of things that happened in my life and everything that made me the person I am. The words written in my journal bares all of me -practically naked- and make my heart vulnerable to anything. That's why I keep it private unless I die or something. I kept a journal online about my first love. I just recent that I stopped writing in it. when I read back on those entries, it just shows how much I changed.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Linda
Linda! OLIVE YOU!
I Miss you Hunny Bunches of Oats! Whatever you're going through.... Don't forget to smile that beautiful smile of yours! You're a wonderful person and no one knows that better than you!
I Miss you Hunny Bunches of Oats! Whatever you're going through.... Don't forget to smile that beautiful smile of yours! You're a wonderful person and no one knows that better than you!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Quiet Reading
I just got done with a statistics test. Dude.... it was killer man. Last question was a tricky one I think. Why do teachers put a tricky question on the test for?! I just think they wanna screw us over.. and never give us a chance to achieve any goals we want.
Anyways, Tomorrow is my fall break... No school for me! What am I going to do?! i hope I don't have to watch my sister's store. I think I probably have to though.... she needs to go out of town again. So, here's my chance to finish that book I started on before Katrina. I never passed chapter three on that book yet....now I can have some quite time for me. I miss those days when I have quite time doing puzzles and reading books in my room alone. I'm sharing a room with my sisters now and the only time I have some alone time is like in the bathroom or something...... funny.
Anyways, Tomorrow is my fall break... No school for me! What am I going to do?! i hope I don't have to watch my sister's store. I think I probably have to though.... she needs to go out of town again. So, here's my chance to finish that book I started on before Katrina. I never passed chapter three on that book yet....now I can have some quite time for me. I miss those days when I have quite time doing puzzles and reading books in my room alone. I'm sharing a room with my sisters now and the only time I have some alone time is like in the bathroom or something...... funny.
Chinh
I went back to New Orleans for the first time in 5 weeks. Dude, it stinks... I didn't want to stay long because there might be air-borne diseases floating around. Before we went back to Lafayette, we got some hot beignets and frozen au laits. Good Lord do I miss those. Thu called me yesterday and found out she's in Ohio. Haven't heard from her since Katrina.... and now she's an Aunt! Congratulations! I miss Thu very much man. Getting a call from her right before I went to sleep just made my day.
A new friend confided in me last night and had a heart-felt conversation. She's okay now. It lasted very long and my parents thought I was talking to a boyfriend or something. Never talked to anyone that long before..... It's a new friend (Chinh) I met here in Lafayette just three days ago. I do Believe in FATE (from Mary-Thao's Entry) because she and I can so relate to each other, seems like we're best friends or something and it's only been three days.
Can't forget... I got a phone call from Loi too... He's back in New Orleans.... So now there's hope to return to. It was a nice kick off to many conversations through the evening. I think having friends to give you a simple phone call can get you through alot. Thanks you guys!! I love you all!! Now it's my turn to call some people up.
A new friend confided in me last night and had a heart-felt conversation. She's okay now. It lasted very long and my parents thought I was talking to a boyfriend or something. Never talked to anyone that long before..... It's a new friend (Chinh) I met here in Lafayette just three days ago. I do Believe in FATE (from Mary-Thao's Entry) because she and I can so relate to each other, seems like we're best friends or something and it's only been three days.
Can't forget... I got a phone call from Loi too... He's back in New Orleans.... So now there's hope to return to. It was a nice kick off to many conversations through the evening. I think having friends to give you a simple phone call can get you through alot. Thanks you guys!! I love you all!! Now it's my turn to call some people up.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Breathe
I'm getting happier! I'm scared i might lose it though... because everytime I'm happy something bad happens. i just want to keep this feeling a little longer. let's not get my hopes up too high. I've been having trouble with this.... i really like this guy.. but things might not work out because the hurricane distanced us. I never really told him i like him because i'm scared it'll ruin our friendship. I even thought that a friend of mines was falling for him too. If I don't take this chance to tell him.... it might not have it again to tell him. So should I tell Him? Or just leave things the way they are... until we all go back to New Orleans?! then I'll have to wait some more... what if i never go back? ..so confused. I'm still thinking about it... and i feel like i should wait.... but I might lose my chance again.... i hope i don't regret this, but i'm going to wait til the time is right.... But what should i really do?