Singing Talents

So I was bored tonight and really can't sleep yet. Hence it's 1:00am in the morning! I know. I have to get up early at 6:45 to go to clinics. But I can't fall alseep yet. And I sure don't want to wake up 4-5 o' clock in the morning hoping to get another hour sleep in. That makes me tired too not being able to sleep straight through the night.
What to do to kill time and try to bore myself to sleep. Watch some youtube videos.
I watched Leona Lewis X factor shows. And somehow landed on Carrie Underwood singing the national anthem. And she did a very good job. Way much better than Kelly Clarkson. Oh, by the way I was comparing Kelly Clarkson's "A Moment Like This" to Leona's. And I gotta say, Leona's is way much better. Then I got to watching more videos on National Anthem singing. Christina Aguilera, Jessica Simpson, and Jojo were all similar and did not sound classically wonderful. It was non-traditional; but still good in its own poppish way. But the three I think who sings it best and made it sound very classically inspirational are (1) Beyonce, (2) Jordin Sparks, (3) Carrie Underwood.
After watching the best singers I know all sing one song. I really think they are truly some talented women. Two who came from American Idol. Carrie didn't win though, she won third place actually. Anyways I think Leona Lewis, Carrie Underwood, and Jordin Sparks are all much more talented than Kelly Clarkson. But no one can top Beyonce. She's very talented.

Simplifying

I'm trying to combine all my online journals into one.
I have too many sites that I visit
and write so many different things randomly.
I want to just have it in one spot.
So here's all my blogspots into one.
With xanga old entries.
I just need to add the pulses.
But how am I going to know the difference of a pulse and entry?
I guess it doesn't really matter how short it is.
and I'm trying to get livejournal in maybe tomorrow or something.
I think i have a few myspace entries too, but I always delete them.
And it's gone forever.
I have some saved on my hard drive too.
Uh huh, Yeah.

Still Up

From all the sleeping I did today,
I'm wide awake now!
It's like two in the morning.
No work or school tomorrow.
Just mass whenever I feel like going.
So that's good I guess.
I need to pick a topic for my senior thesis.
No idea.
I don't know why I can't sleep.
I really want a healthy sleep schedule.
I guess that's why I'm sick.
I can't work all day
and have 1/2 a goodnight sleep.
It's tiring.
It won't be good if it keeps up.
There's so many things going through my mind.
Sigh.

Sick

I'm on my period.
I'm tired from wacked up sleep schedules.
The weather is freakinshly cold.
I have dry skin.
Irritation areas on my cheeks.
Makes me look like a drunk from the redness on my cheeks.
Keep putting on lotion, but it kinda burns.
And I'm sick.
Slept the whole day and still feel tired.
I literally stayed in bed all day.
Not a good Saturday.
I need to get better soon.
I have another whole week to survive.

Sleepy thoughts

I can't sleep.
Had a nice night.
At least I know I have one friend.
well, maybe more than one.
They both came out today.
One intentionally invited.
while the other thought about me.
was very kind to return my notes.
without me asking.
the other,
it's been a while
since we had a good talk.
So it was good.
I have work at eight.
going back to sleep.
I hate waking up
in the middle of the night.
I'm trying to normalize
my sleep schedules.
hit the sack before midnight.
but wake up 4-5 in the am.
sigh*
I hope I fall alseep soon
alarm is set at 6:45