Fun Times~!

Us

Sunshine Through the Rain

I don't have time right now to write everything that is happening. but the important people of my life knows what's going on and that's good enough for me. I guess the deal here is I'm going to live my life~! Graduation is coming. Had an interview today and hope I get the position. If I do, I start May 25. And I'm in a new relationship. Hope it goes well. I don't want to speak too soon. But I think this is it~! Everything is falling into place. The next chapter of my life is starting and I'm going full force. I wonder how Boston would be like. =) I'm going there with him. hehehe... He makes me happy. I fell for him the moment he started to sing for me. even deeper when he reached out for me and slowed dance with me. and Drives me to places... =). He's the man I've been waiting for. Made me realize how bad my previous relationships were. And Thao-vi and Tien says were compatible. I think so too. I love how he kisses and holds me. and I love our openness to each other. Ahhh~! I can't fall too fast to soon. I need to control my feelings... at least for another while... before I really get hurt. Even more than Liem. I think this time, I might not recover if he breaks my heart. Who is it? The one that's been there all along, Vinh.

Butterflies

I really like that feeling.
The beginning.
I never thought I'd go for him.
But lately, I've been seeing him differently.
I actually opened up to him.
Which I thought would just be about a small opening.
but it opens up more and more each day... and it's freaking me out.
I need to control myself too.
Getting out of hand here.
Maybe being in control was what messed up my previous relationship.
Well, learning from my experience, I'll be more open and trusting.
I guess I don't have to worry about him cheating on me cause someone cheated on him.
and He's too nice to actually do that right?
he is nice. and I love nice.
He doesn't wear glasses daily, but he does at night, lol
But I'm tired right now... And I'm just enjoying the moment.
how long will he last?
Not sure, but it feels good right now... and I'm just going with the flow.
let things fall as they may.

Goodbye New Orleans

I've decided.
I'm moving away from New Orleans
That's the only way I think I can truly live my life.
I think I will work at West Jeff prn until I paid off some debt from school
and credit card bills and finish the car note for my parents.
And also save about five grand to setup a place
and find a full time position to be stable.
I kind of want to take the GRE and apply for a masters program.
I haven't really decided where to though.
I know I'm heading Westernly though.
Either Lafayette, or Houston, or Dallas.
so far I have a connection to each city.
It'll be even better if Tien goes with me too.
I haven't told her about it yet,
I just know she wants to move away too.
Mostly to Dallas on her part.
I need to research about how much they pay RT's over there though.
And other living expenses too.
but we'll see.
most definitely, I'm planning on moving.
I'll miss NOLA, but no one will miss me, that'll make it easier to go.