Friday, October 29, 2004
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Date Auction
It was really fun I enjoyed myself. It's been a while since i did something like that. Dance my heart out. Even though I'm not a good dancer and all but it won't stop from dancing! I had fun and i wished it lasted longer. Due to my test Saturday morning and my parents, I didn't go to the afterparty. I heard it was fun. Oh wells, there will be other times. Most of the night i was so shocked as to how many people came and how many people were on stage for skits and being auctioned off. It was very interesting to watch other schools put on their show. i like the part where UNO went on stage, because we had a blast up there!
Friday, October 22, 2004
Updating
it kinda sucks to not have a computer. but i think we're going to get cable soon. Anyways, i really should do an update on this journal. So then it could at least have an entry for every month. I'm in the date auction! But not an auctionee, but doing a part in UNO's skit. It's really Cool. I'm very excited and happy about it. It's tonight at 7:00. There's an after party at southport, but i don't think i should go because (1) my parents will kill me if I come home like 3 in the morning. (2) I have a test on Saturday morning. Life has been treating me very well actually. I made alot of new friends and also learned a new way of dancing. And i'm thinking about quitting at castnet and work somewhere else, because all the good people quit already, and it's not the same anymore. Lately these days i've been more happier than before. I hope it keeps up, because it's something i need to go about my day. I'll be back later to write more.
I'm smiling in and out
It was last Friday that it happened. I saw him walking and i had this urge to come by and talk to him. I usually would walk away or try to avoid him. But this time it was God that helped me not to think and do whatever my heart felt like doing. I went by sat next to him and talked to him. We decided to go walk around campus and talk some more. I miss him so much. Maybe i should tell him that next time we talk. We're emailing each other now, but we're just friends, nothing major. I hope this goes well between us. I don't want to put my hopes up too high because i know i'll get scared and back away from it all again. I've been praying to God for my future husband. i don't know who it is. But i sure do hope it's him. I pray that he's healthy and happy. That one day we will find ourselves in love with each other. But as of right now. I enjoy the feeling of him in my heart again. Thinking about him makes me smile and if i were to see him today that'll be great! I love this feeling. Hope it lasts for a while i really want that.