Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Angels Among Us

There are people in your life that makes a big difference. Even though they do not play a big role in your life, but one little thing, as a favor, a kind word, a simple look or smile can make such a big difference. If god given me an angel on earth, because he knew I needed one, I hope that angel goes on and help others as he did for me. I don't want to be greedy with him. There might be other angels out there somewhere. Keep a smile on my face and all my worries just fades away. Sing me a song and my heart opens up. Look at me sincerely and I’ll trust you. Hold my hand and make me strong. Simply smile with me and I’ll be happy.

I try to smile truly once a day, at least once. katelyn makes me smile alot. If there's one thing I can count on, it's katelyn. Because I can stop a moment and smile at her, and she smiles back and I know that it's true. She’s so innocent like an angel. I know she truly loves me. I witness miracles from her every time I see her.

I’ve watched Oprah’s twentieth anniversary DVD. And there was a boy named Mattie. Even though I never met him before, but he made me believe that there is more to love than anyone can understand. He knows what Love is. He was love. He talked to Oprah over the phone during a sunset: "The sun is setting over here. It’s very beautiful with orange, yellow, purple, pink. And I'm sending it your way." awww, how cute is that?! That's love.

One Sunday morning, my sisters and I planned to go to New Orleans and we had to go to church early, and we saw the sunrise that day with yellow, purple, pinks, and orange. It was beautiful. We wanted to take a picture of it, but the camera couldn't capture it. Only the eyes of human can capture that kind of sight. I thought to myself. I’m glad to be alive to see this day. It was beautiful, and for an instant I felt Love. Maybe it was God that gave me that gift of love that morning, but that wasn't the end. By the end of the day, we drove back and the sun was setting. It was beautiful too. That day my dad gave me a new phone with a camera. And I took a picture of it. It’s not that beautiful as it looks through my eyes, but it was good enough. It’ll be a reminder for me, every time I look at my phone, I can appreciate every day that I’m living. Mattie passed away already at a very young age. But when I saw the sunrise that day, I know what he meant. He showed me the Love from god, that god had planned for me a long time ago, before I was even born. Oprah said Mattie was an angel, I think so too.

"There must be an angel with a smile on her face" -J. Blunt (you're beautiful)