I thought about something very meaningful a moment ago. As i write the story of my life i realized what a long road i traveled. I ask god 'why am i here' and i answer myself, 'because i was there'. The significance here is that I had a life and i still do, and I'm here because of life. It's as simple as that. You know how people who had near death experiences promise themselves for the rest of their life, that they will live it to the fullest. Well, i never had a near death experience before. However, i take that advice and try to live my life to the fullest. But can i make it happen? when i don't know what it really means when they say 'life is short, live it to the fullest.' I try to live my life to the fullest, but how do i know if i am or not. Should we, for the rest of our lives, live and strive for the fullest?! why can't we just be happy right now and let life be as it is to us at this moment. We all have our ways to live our lives. And a moment ago, i thought of mines. I want to live my life in a way that if i die, it will be okay.
I guess what i'm trying to say is that 'every moment of my life is full, and i'm truly blessed with each day that is coming. if i was to die today, i will gladly go.' i know i had a life and what i'm leaving from can't compare to where i will be, with Jesus. okay, who am i to judge if i'm going to hell or heaven, but who cares if i die, there's a chance i will meet Jesus. So, until that day come, i will always remember this reason -"i am here because i was there, I was meant to be. And every moment of my being is truly blessed." Life is great as it is. I think we are very lucky to be human. Maybe being mortal is a good thing because every moment we have may be our last. If we were to live forever, we would really want to die. So be happy because we are human and that we will die.
I love the sunset. I love to look at it. there's no one who can capture the sunset into a photo the way our eyes see it. It's always changing minute by minute. It's always there day by day. No matter where you are, no matter what you're doing, no matter what the weather is like outside. Whether it is clear, cloudy, or stormy - the sun is always setting at the end of our day. It is something God gave us every day, every single day. And that realization made me recognize that my life is wonderful. The sunset is a gift from God. Maybe the sun setting is a miracle and i didn't take notice for. Maybe there's so many other miracles in our lives that we take for granted. It's used to be the people in my life, but now i know there's more to it than that. It's everything in our life.
You know how the people who have cancer fight to live for their life?! maybe they feel their life is too precious to give up. They are right, life is worth fighting for and there's no wrong in that. Well, as for me, if i had cancer, it think i will gladly suffer the pain that it brings because through that suffering, i think i will come closer to Jesus. I would surrender to it, surrender it all to Jesus and live, even if i live in pain, i will gladly live it for Jesus. Maybe having cancer is a way to salvation, so why fight it? If i fight the cancer, i will be fighting for a temporary life on earth. But i really should be dying to get to heaven
