My August

Hmmmm.. how can I do this?! how can I write about something that I shouldn't write about but dying to write it so I can remember the sweetest moments of my life?! Oh, Nevermind. These are the moments I'm going to be greedy with and never to share with the world. Besides, it's best if I only share with the person I really care about anyways. And it may be something no one wants to read about... but me. Man, I feel like screaming on the top of my lungs to world about it and describe every little detail of the things that happened!!! So that I can never forget these moments. The time when I was young and discovering new things about myself that I couldn't ever imagined. I'm hopelessly in love with the boy I've always dreamt about in all my dreams. All the fantasies I always wanted are slowly and sweetly coming true. Though I am kinda impatient... but it is true, the best things comes to those who wait. And I'm not as scared and nervous as I thought I would be but there's always a first to everything. He makes me insanely crazy but so blissfully happy. I don't know, I'm really out of my mind. All these feelings and sensation going through my body and I'm not even having sex or anything. I almost wanted to die in his arms. Okay I think that's enough.