It's very late right now. But I can't go to sleep. I mean. I really should go to sleep because I have class at 8 in the morning and I have to leave early to beat traffic and get a good parking spot. But I rather stay up and write. Since I have a blogger anyway and no one comes on here. I can feel free to write all that is on my mind. As of right now.
Hmmm... Where do I start? I have so much to do. I want to take a break from things. but if I do that.. I'll be more tired of trying to play catch up. So I'm really trying to stay on top of things. This semester is so freakin hard. Too much to do. And so Little money. My second board cost 340.00!!! Damn. And that's with a 50.00 discount for taking it within 60 day from the first board. I didn't schedule it yet. But I know I will have to do it before November. Plus, starting ECHO stuff is really hard. I'm so scared of the material covered. At first I wanted to work while going to school. But I don't see that happening at all. I might fall over and die if I work and go to school. I told my mom and dad and... they were very supportive. They told me not to work and just enjoy being a student. I Love them!!! But it's very bothersome to me to bum money off of them. But I can't help it. I will repay them double and more. What else is going on. My niece has a broken clavicle. It broke while passing through the birth canal. my family wants to love her and hold her, but she's so fragile. It's only been a week and a half. so we have to just give her some time to heal. I have my god daughter too in Lafayette coming to visit soon. Yippie. Lately, I've been thinking about moving there one day. They have a cardiovascular institution my grandma had to go to once. Well, all I know is that one day I will move away from New Orleans. As much as I love this City. I just rather be somewhere else. I might stay a few years after I graduate and get some experience. But when I find housing and a good work place, I will move there. Then I'll be looking to settle down and start a family. For now, I'm not interested in dating. I'm much happier being single. And I have some things I wanna do before settling down. I want to go traveling and it would be great if I can help people in that process. I'll be waiting for it to come up in the next year or maybe more. I just recently made connections to do that. Hopefully I will have that opportunity to go help people and travel around the world. But that means I can't be attach because I will move away for a long period of time and who knows where life takes me. So I can't guarantee anything. Especially a relationship or commitment with one person. So I'm not looking to be in a relationship right now. And of course my family would be happy for me as long as I'm happy. On the other hand, I'm looking to higher education. There's so many options. I'm so happy that I'm in this program because it has opened so many doors for me. I mean, going to college of course open many doors. but now, I have confidence to accomplish all the things behind these doors and it's all mines for the taking. Some of my classmates are applying for the new PA program coming up next year at LSUHSC new Orleans. I think I might do that also if my grades are good. But I'm also interested in perfusionist school too. I have the foundation for a successful career and believe anything is possible. Well, more possible than before. It used to be a doubting but hopeful feeling that there's a possibility of going to medical school. But now, I think my education here sets me up nicely for medical careers. I mean I wouldn't even think about perfusion school if I just graduated from UNO. My teacher told me that having a clinical background BS degree is not the same if I were to graduate from UNO majoring in biology/chemistry. Sure I can go to med school as many would after getting a BS, but there's many other options that are more appealing to me to obtain now after all this education. I feel very honorable to be in this program. hehe... And I was told to be honored the very first day I started in this program in our first class by the teachers. They themselves have graduated from this program and taught many students that came out to be outstanding people. I have hopes to be an outstanding person too. =)
