Thursday, July 29, 2004

Me and my cousin So stupid

DixGyrlBlindA: tell thao i miss her

SwtTuyetVan: Okay

DixGyrlBlindA: n tell her i said hi!!!

DixGyrlBlindA: n i wanna touch her boobs

DixGyrlBlindA: lolz

SwtTuyetVan: Hahahha

SwtTuyetVan: O My Gosh

SwtTuyetVan: Hey Linda...

SwtTuyetVan: It got bigger

SwtTuyetVan: and softer too

SwtTuyetVan: Hahaha

DixGyrlBlindA: ahhaha

DixGyrlBlindA: awz,\..

SwtTuyetVan:  imiss your boobs too

DixGyrlBlindA: i miss it so much

DixGyrlBlindA: ahha

DixGyrlBlindA: mines

SwtTuyetVan: I want to touch it again, and say hi to it

DixGyrlBlindA: ahhaha

DixGyrlBlindA: i miss urs to van

SwtTuyetVan: Why?

SwtTuyetVan: It didn't get bigger

SwtTuyetVan: Hahahaha

DixGyrlBlindA: ahhaha

SwtTuyetVan: It got a tanline now!

DixGyrlBlindA: but i styll miss it

DixGyrlBlindA: ahha

DixGyrlBlindA: ahha

DixGyrlBlindA: from disney/?

SwtTuyetVan: My bathing suit made a line

SwtTuyetVan: Miami Beach

DixGyrlBlindA: OOoz

DixGyrlBlindA: ahhahja

DixGyrlBlindA: we're going to camel back beach dis weekend

SwtTuyetVan: Hahaha

SwtTuyetVan: Okay

SwtTuyetVan: And then i can touch your boob agian

DixGyrlBlindA: yep

DixGyrlBlindA: ahha

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

got bored

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:

1. talking too much

2. spend too much money

3. daydreaming

4. staying up late



Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:

1. A car of my own

2. more money

3. longer hair

4. a credit card



Name Five Scents You Love:

1. clean air

2. New born baby

3. a cake being baked

4. Waffles/Pancakes

5. Chocolate



Name Six People That Know You the Best:

1. Me

2. thao-vi

3. anna

4. linda

5. mom

6. grandma



Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:

1. Sponge Bob Costume for Halloween

2. Hannan's Uniform anymore!

3. earings that would irritate me

4. Small sized shoes



Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:

1. Where's thao-vi?

2. Is the clothes in the dryer done.

3. I hope I don't have any missed calls

4. What's for dinner?



Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:

1. I babysat tanner and tyler

2. Went to wal-mart to pick up disney pics

3. tried to organize the pictures

4. clean my room to find photo albums



Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:

1. Disney pictures

2. Drinks at Sonics

3. Gas

4. Stamps



Name Five Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:

1. Avalon

2. daphne loves derby

3. Dong Bang Shin Gi

4. The Calling

5. Lifehouse



Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink:

1. Peach Iced Tea

2. Water

3. Sonics Slushies

4. Orange Soda

5. Coke





1. First Grade Teacher Name? Mrs. Washington



2. Last Words You Said: What are my favorite bands? ( i asked myself)



3. Last Song You Sang? thw whole song of Sukiyaki



4. Last Person You Hugged? My nephew Tanner when he went home



5. Last Thing You Laughed At? When me and my sister made jokes from Nhu Quynh's blinking eyes



6. Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? to my nephew Tanner when I hugged him



7. Last Time You Cried? watching a phin tau last night



8. What's In Your CD Player? My burnt Love Mix Cd, Metamorphisis (Hilary Duff), Best Of Chinese Melodies Vol. 3.



9. What Color Socks Are You Wearing? Not wearing any socks



10. What's Under Your Bed? Dust and hair maybe?



11. What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 9:30



12. Current Taste? chocolate



13. Current Hair? Tied up in a half ponytail and ball



14. Current Clothes? Jeans and t-shirt



15. Current Annoyance? uneven nails



16. Current Longing? Pensacola in a few days



17. Current Desktop Picture? Adrian my other Nephew



18. Current Worry? No More Money!!!!



19. Current Hate? No Money



20. Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? face (eyes and smile)



21. Last CD You Bought? Oxygen: Avalon



22. Favorite Place To Be? my backyard hammock



23. Least Favorite Place? work



24. Time You Wake Up In The Morning? 9:00



25. If You Could Play An Instrument? piano



26. Favorite Color? any shades of blue



27. Do You Believe In An Afterlife? Yeah



28. How Tall Are You? 5'0



29. Current Favorite Word/Saying? That's weird!



30. Favorite Book? none



31. Favorite Season? all four



32. One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: Kim-Thuy



33. Favorite Day? Sunday



34. Where Would You Like To Go? On a boat out in the water



35. What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? Dentistry



36. How Many Kids Do You Want? at least 2



37. Favorite Car? None



38. Type A Line You Remember From Any Book: "the greatest things comes in small packages"



39. A Random Lyric: "By Heart, By Soul, that's how i want to know you"



40. Identify Some Of The Things Surrounding Your Computer: Hot Tamales, envelopes, cds, floppy disks, cell phone, Pens/ pencils.



I AM: Bored

I THINK: i need to do something else

I KNOW: today is not tuesday

I WANT: a new cd player

I HAVE: a broken cd player

I WISH: i can go back in time

I MISS: Katelyn

I FEAR: gaining too much weight

I HEAR: me chewing candy

I SEARCH: with yahoo

I WONDER: how i would look if i was skinny

I REGRET: not learning the whole song of Fur Elise

I LOVE: to sing

I CARE: about Family

I CHERISH: Memories

I ALWAYS: Smile

I AM NOT: skinny

I DANCE: crazy when no one's looking

I SING: love songs

I CRY: Watching movies

I DO NOT ALWAYS: catch on fast to jokes

I FIGHT: with my sisters

I WRITE: in a notebook as a journal

I WIN: and feel happy

I LOSE: and try again

I CONFUSE: people

I LISTEN: to my parents

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at home

I AM HAPPY ABOUT: being by myself and doing alright

I SHOULD: talk to my friends more often

I NEED: to lose weight

I FEEL: like i forgot something



Sunday, July 25, 2004

My Week of Vacation

A whole week of vacation in Florida was a great idea! We started off going Sunday morning at eight to be in time to check in our Villa! It's called Cypress Pointe Resort and it's like down the

street from Downtown Disney and about a good 7 minutes away from the theme parks. We were so amazed when we drove in. The resort had a swimming pool, volleyball court, tennis court, and a basketball court. We had a  http://www.hotelkingdom.com/hotelinfo/info.asp?hotel_id=483 Three-BedroomVilla and it was so Outrageous! Then in the morning we went to Disney World! We went to Magic Kingdom and spent a long day there. We went on most of the fun rides and took pictures with some characters: Dopey, Buzzlightyear, but no Mickey. It was showering a little but that kept it from getting too hot and we went home to the Resort and swim at the pool until 11:00! It was so fun! Then the next day we headed out to Sea World and it was a little hotter but at least in the morning it showered a little. We saw a dolphin show and Shamu the great killer whale! It was so cool!

The next day we planned to go to Universal Studios but we knew we weren't up for it because it was so hot and we know that we have to walk alot. So we went shopping instead at Belz Outlet and another place i forgot the name and had a relaxing day. Then after hours of shopping we headed down to Miami Beach. When we got there it was dark like around 1:00 in the morning and it was like a daylight city with people walking around like it wasn't late. It was kinda like New Orleans. We got a little scared at the surroundings so we cancel our reservations at the hotel in Miami Beach and went away from the city and found another place by Fort Lauderdale. We spent the night there and headed back to Miami to meet up with a friend and he brought us to go get Tropical fruits! we spent the whole day driving around to different places for the best prices and ate alot of fruits too. That night we didn't want to cook so we ate Chinese buffet and we went to our hotel. 

Then the next day we went to a Beach by Fort Lauderdale. It was so peaceful out there, and the water was cool, and there was a nice breeze, and I can finally say I swam in the Pacific Ocean! That was the end of our vacation, it was time to head back home! We drove to Pensacola and spent the night at my grandama's house and headed back home on Saturday. We had to go back home to get a New Car!! We got a bright red Infiniti. It is so nice! Well, that's all folks. That was my week!



Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Pictures

Last night I stayed awake until like 4:00. Why?! I was so wide awake. it was eleven. I didn't want to go online because I need a break from it, and do other things. I read my book, but I got bored with it quickly. So I went into my closet and took down old memory boxes, and went through it. I looked at old picutres, read love letters, and went through some things I collected throughout the years of Middle School and High School. Though some things are gone during my house fire, but some things still remain (with the smoke smell). I looked at my picutre in the year book and my family album. Those were great memories made. It made me cry and laugh looking at those pictures. It's unexplainable the things I remember last night.



"I always knew that looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back at the laughs would make me cry." -unknown



I want to look back one day with the same feeling in the far future. Now days, everyone are getting digital cameras and loading it to their computers. The picture quality is great. It's fun to use or do new things with the inhancement and technology of picture taking. But, for me, I want pictures that I can hold in my hands and not through a screen of a computer. I want to be surprised of the pictures I've taken in a roll of film being developed at the store. I mean it's fun to do it yourself at home, but it's quite expensive now to print your own picutres, because the ink and paper you use. Also, you can save it into your computer, but what if it crashes down one day?! And sometimes people don't have time to sit there and do photoshop things on the computer. Even though some people may like the new modern day pictures, I still like the old regular picture taking days. So, from now on, i'm taking pictures the old fashioned way.

One of the reasons why people have digital cameras is that when they mess up, they can delete it and take another one. But I think that every picture taken is worth it, even the messed up one. I'll take pictures and never delete any moments frozen in time, even the mess up pictures.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

My Day

Today I went to the UNO orietntation. It was boring, they just talked alot. and then I joined with my friend Ton there, he needed to do some school business also. After that, we wanted to go watch the movie Spiderman 2. And we did, but we had an hour to chill until it was time for the show. So we stayed at his place and I watched my first anime! It's about a nun and how she's an exorcist. I only watched the first episode, so whenever I have time I'll watch some more. It's almost like chinese movies, but it's cartoon! Then we left to the movies with his little sister to go see SpiderMan 2! It was a great movie! I really enjoyed it. Then on the way home, Krispy Kreme's "Hot Doughnuts" sign was on, so we stop there and had some doughnuts. A good day well spent and I'm glad I was off from work today. It's been a while since I went out on a Friday.

I'm very sleepy now, i need to go to bed so i can have energy to work tomorrow. I spent a few minutes on Aim, and then decided to post this and now I'm sleepier. I think it's because I woke up at seven today. Walked around the UNO campus for the tour, got really sweaty, and sat on my ass for a while watching a movie. Yeah, I'm going to sleep now. No maybe read a little of "The Notebook", then fall alseep. Night Night!

Thursday, July 8, 2004

Still Awake

Today I didn't do much, I went grocery shopping with my mom today. Usually she would go on the weekend but since she was in Florida she had to go today. I miss going grocery shopping with her, I'm so glad I was off today. Cuz I work on weekends now and I don't go shopping with her anymore. I Love My Mom!

My schedule will be work from 3-9 on Thursday. Friday: UNO transfer Student Orientation From 7:45 til 5 and then movies with my friend to go see Spiderman 2! Then on Saturday: Work all day, =(. Sunday: nothing planned. Bored.

Here's a story to Read: It was you all along

Tuesday, July 6, 2004

blogging

Today I went to work from 3-9 and came home a little early today. I'm glad we cleaned up fast to go home tonight. I have no plans for tomorrow, and I really need to save my money for Disneyworld in a couple of weeks.

Well, today I went to pump gas and as I walk in to pay the lady, a man in a wheelchair asked me if I had a quater, I told him I didn't have a quarter, but I had some change in my pocket, so I gave it all to him. I don't know what the exact amount is but I know I didn't have any quarters. That man turned out he could stand without the wheelchair! Oh well, I think that God was testing me or something, so it's all good.

I'm reading "The Notebook" by Nicholas Sparks. Reasons why?.. Because my friends said it was good, and there's a movie in theaters based on this book. I regret not picking up this book earlier bcause I found out it was a best seller for a whole year! i read the first chapter, and I think it's a good book already.

Bored..

I was on Asianavenue.com, but for some reason, I can't LogOn. So now it'll be that way until I figure out a way to go around the Firewall my sister put up. It's all for good reasons because of all the viruses they have on computers now. But I can still preview AsianAvenue.com. And I saw the MOTW as a girl named Suzanna Wang. I remembered I visited her page once even before she was MOTW, and found this:

If you love someone, you don't have to be with them! -Suzanna Wang.



I've learned this after meeting him. Things are never the same when you've broken trust. Trust is Fragile. Just be yourself at all times. If you are meant to be together, you will be. If you are meant to be together, you will cross paths again one day. Nothing will stop it from Happening.=)




I used this on my AsianAvenue page when I had the layout with Ayumi Hamasaki. I thought this was very powerful and related to me very well. I believe in fate and that fate will brings those who belong together to each other no matter what. Through the ups and downs and the weird things that happens, the lovers will end up together. Call me a hopeless romantic clutz, but I do believe in such things.



Monday, July 5, 2004

Happy Independence Day!

I went to Flordia, But didn't make in time to go to the beach with my sisters, who were there since Friday. We just ate BBQ and hang out all night telling ghost stories, couldn't fall asleep, cuz i was freaking scared, LOL! Today we had a long ride home, cuz traffic. Kinda tired now, but I really wanted to go see SpiderMan 2. But too bad, my sisters already went Saturday. So now I don't want to no more because I don't want to go by myself.

Saturday, July 3, 2004

Goodmorning

I woke up today, and i looked like i saw a ghost during the night. I'm So Pale! Can't wait to go to the beach tomorrow. i Didn't want to go to work looking white, so i put some eyeliner on, just a lil so i won't look to pale coming to work. I couldn't sleep until 1:05 last night. i was just lying in bed after my shower and felt Bored and can't fall alseep. even though i know i need the sleep. Oh well, i feel okay this morning. Well, have a great day everyone!

Friday, July 2, 2004

Goodnight

Today was so tiring. It was a lil busy a Canset today, but i didn't go as fast as I usually would on a Friday. I have to come in early tomorrow, so I have to go to bed soon. Oh yeah, we have plans for July 4th! I'm going to my grandmother's to visit, and we're going to go to pensacola beach, but only a few hours, hopefully i'll get a light tan, I'm so pale. My grandmother is about an hour away from the beach so it'll be cool. Since Casnet is closed two days after July 4th, i have a few days to let my body take a break from all the swimming i'm planning to do. Hopefully my muscles are ready for some cramping! I'm so thirsty. not that hungry, even though I ate around 3 today, i thought i should be, but i'm more thirsty.... and water just filled me up. Feet hurt, and I stink. After my shower, it'll be Night Night.

At This Moment

This morning: I'm so cold! my house is like freaking Winter, and it's July! I have to go to work later in 2 hours. I kind of missed it cuz i haven't been going to work this whole week until now since last Saturday. On Life/Family, I'm trying to save up for Family Vacations. Yes, vacation with a "S". One of it is to go to Disney World on the week of July 18th. We're going to go for a whole week and also to Miami to pick tropical fruits. The other Vacation is to Pensacola for a weekend at a condo we rented for $700! There's no plans for July 4th this year. It's because we're all busy. It's okay though. On Work/School, I'm still working on my papers to tansfer to UNO, and i'm going to the Transfer Student Orientation next Friday. Work has been Great! just hope that i can get off for my vacations. The people there is nice, and they pay well enough for me to stay. But when school starts, I think i should Quit, it's too stressful. On Friends/Love, I think i'm falling for a great friend of mines. But then again i might not be, it's probably because i feel lonely and he's always there to talk to me and cheer me up. We've been friends for a long time now, and i don't want to ruin that, so i'll just keep that way. On God/Self. I think i pray to him, but not as strong as i did before. I think it's because i don't need anything and I haven't experienced anything that made me feel uplifted. Also, maybe i always thank him right after something happens or when i need him right at that moment, and then i forget to tell him how i felt about it. As for me, i'm doing okay. Can't complain.

as Time passed

well, he says they're just friends, and i believe him.

JUNE: We went to the mall together with my little sister Anna, and ate ice cream at Marble Slab. It was so long since we spent any time together and i invited him to come with me, It was because i couldn't stand it without talking to him in person. He gave me a cd so that i could listen to a song he liked at the time. How did i feel about spending time with him? -We're still good friends. i guess this is how it will be.

Today: I moved on. I realize that me and him won't work out. I know that no matter how hard i try to keep the love we shared, Alive, it just won't be the same anymore. I need to move on and find something that will make me happy again. I stayed in loneliness for so long already.