Friday, July 2, 2004

as Time passed

well, he says they're just friends, and i believe him.

JUNE: We went to the mall together with my little sister Anna, and ate ice cream at Marble Slab. It was so long since we spent any time together and i invited him to come with me, It was because i couldn't stand it without talking to him in person. He gave me a cd so that i could listen to a song he liked at the time. How did i feel about spending time with him? -We're still good friends. i guess this is how it will be.

Today: I moved on. I realize that me and him won't work out. I know that no matter how hard i try to keep the love we shared, Alive, it just won't be the same anymore. I need to move on and find something that will make me happy again. I stayed in loneliness for so long already.