Wednesday, August 18, 2004

How are you Van?

Life has been good lately can't complain. I'm starting school on Saturday and I have two classes with Ton. What a coincidence huh? It's good to have classes with a friend because you'll have someone to talk to and study with. Since i'm taking easy classes i'll be working during school this semster. Work has been like normal. Even though alot of people quit just recently but, it'll be okay because the old people are still there anyway. On family: we hit some bad lucks, but we're getting through it fine. Also, My brother got a new G35, two door, bright red Infiniti! We're so happy for him. I'll be working on my car next! On my life with love? There was something going on but I don't want to think about it because it's very complicated right now. It's very difficult for me to handle when it comes to relationships. So, it was stopped before it gotten any further. On myself: There's something wrong with me lately. There's something missing in my life that changed my attitude. It's hard for me to smile now. It' s like when i smile i don't feel the happiness anymore. I may be smiling on the outside, but there's nothing much going on inside. I think my smiling days are going away and fading. i'm getting older and grumpier! Is it because of work? Or am i missing something in my life that was there before and now i've lost it? On Faith/God I've been praying more lately because of the things that have been going on in my life. I'm so grateful that God blessed me, my family, and friends. My dad's boat got broken twice and i'm glad everyone was safe and he got it fixed. My friend got into two car life threatening incidents but was unharmed. And I myself needed strength to go through tough times with my sister.

There have been ups and downs in my life and i guess i'll be looking forward for more. I feel as if i'm living just to be alive. i wish there was 'more to life' then what it is right now for me. But then again i have to be careful of what i wish for. Like i said, Can't Complain.