so was I supposed to be a nun?
Sometimes I feel like I should of stayed in the convent and become a Nun, But I learned from So Dang that I belong where I am holy. I think the convent would make me holy, but This is where i belong, i feel at peace and more holier than I ever thought i ever would be, without the convent lifestyle. Sometimes people say that i have the qualities to be a wonderful nun, but i believe that i can make a bigger difference living in the real world. If a person approach a Nun they would not open up to me like they are opening up to me now. I could help them on a different angle than a actual nun would. Sometimes It's easier for people to talk to regular people like me about faith because a nun can't relate to us, Because we don't have time for prayer and christian work or being holy. I'm not saying Nuns have it easier being more holy than us, (Trust me -it's harder for them) but for us it's not easy either. It helps to know that other people like us can talk about god as much as a nun or priest can without being one. So, I beleive that I am meant to be the person I am today.
