Embarassed

Today is me and liem one month anneversary, and boy did i ruin it, well my period did. For the first time with liem i leaked in front of him. How embarassing!!! I can't believe god let that happen. But i guess he handled it well, now he knows what girls have to go through. I know it's alot for him, but I really appreciate he didn't make me feel too embarassed about myself and my body. I had to sit there and explain girl's mentrual cycles. I'm so happy yet embarassed at the same time. But he's a good boyfriend. i know he has to put up alot with me. And especially mom and dad. But i will let him meet them soon though. Yeah ikinda didn't tell him the truth about my perios at first thinking he would drive me home because I just wanted to go home and scared of what mom and dad will think. Well, i would have spend the whole day with him if i didn't have my period and make him take me home early... like around 8-9ish but like my period got heavy... and plus i walked around alot that morning. Oh god... should i go out with him again when i have my period. It's normal. if he had another girlfriend, i think they would somewhat go through the same thing i did with him. i guess i was somewhat scared to tell him about it cuz i didn't know how he would react since it's all boys in his family. he talked about his mom still having it and she's like over 50 yrs old. Good Lord... There's so much other stuff i didn't tell him about my behavior with thao-vi at the hospital. But oh well, anyway. i'll try to be a better person and just do it. suck it up and do It! At least i got to go with liem today i thought i had to cancel it. But no, Thank God. I prayed the rosary last night. Wow! yeah. Hoa's coming over... she's going to the engagement too.and she's bringin theh shoes i need. Thanks Hoa. I need to make her necklaces. gotta go buh bye