Forever and a Day

I will never forget that day. December 28, 2006. Something happened for me. It was great. It seem as if it was meant to be, me and him. There was Josh Groban singing and then the theme song from Romeo and Juliet 'A Time for Us' music playng in the background at Barnes & Nobles. The way we looked at each other when we noticed all those things around us, that made the moment unforgettable. Like it was meant to be 'our moment'. The poster of The Great Gatsby, (the book I was talking about to him the day earlier.) The book 'Dating for Dummies' that was next to us. It was like signs all over. This was so 'Our Moment'. It was just a day spending sometime together, walking around the mall, nothing much planned. Then when we were in Hallmark, and it suddenly hit me. I asked him to pick out two blank cards. I picked one and he picked one. He had No idea what was going on. For me, I really had the urge to do it. It was an idea I thought would be perfect for us and I went through it without fear. He was scared at first too, but he went along anyway. I told him that we're going to write to each other and exchange it. He said he was gonna leave it blank or take his time over the next few days writing it. I told him that leaving it blank says alot too. I told him there's no pressure, just write whatever he want, I myself had no idea what to write. I don't mind if he doodle something on it. Which he did, 'a stick picture of us under a tree with a shooting star passing over us'... hehe =). I'm glad he didn't leave it blank. There wasn't any pressure. It was just 'Us'. We embraced it with exchanging written words of our feelings about that moment with each other. How brilliant?! Buying blank greeting cards at Hallmark and spend a lil time at Barnes & Nobles to write how we feel about each other out of the blue. And reading what we wrote in the cards over sushi dinner at the place where he took me on our first Date (Sept. 6, 2006). How wonderful was that. Just made the day even more perfect, and we didn't plan it at all. It was lightly raining outside that day too. My best moments with Liem always happen on rainy days. I love the rain for that reason, and that one reason only, I just think of him, deeply. It was one of the most happiest day I ever felt. That same day, I felt many other emotions too, from mad crazy to peacefully happy, but the greatest is love. Shhh... don't tell him. but I bet he knows already. I can feel that he did too. I know, we're so young, maybe naive. But who cares, He makes me happy all over. And each day I feel more into him than I'd ever can imagine. To have gone thourgh one bad week, and have one great week. Damn life sure is good! The ups and downs and the psychotic moments in between, LOL... I'm glad I'm sharing it with him. I can't believe most of the time I was yelling and hitting him, but he didn't mind. And the spontaneous moments in between, Oh Heavely Father. How can you be crazy/mad at someone and still be madly in love with him? *sigh* Can't live with them, can't live without them. He can sometimes really piss me off, but mangaes to say the sweetest things to melt my heart. Maybe he pisses me off at first as a setup and then make me fall in love with him. Damn, he's good. LOL. I know he's sincere and really loves me though. He always make me laugh. sometimes I don't let it get to me, but there's just something about him. His aura: the smile, the eyes, his voice, things he say, the way he shy away from me, trying to hide his feelings, but wise at the same time, and tell me things I need to know. So that he might not worry me but in turn comfort me. Damn, I'm a sucker for Liem. What am I going to do? I'll tell him how much I Love him one day, when I'm ready. In fact, that day I told him that if anything ever happens to him, I wanted him to know I really care for him. I held him a little closer, a little tighter cause we were already next to each other. I hope he understands that no matter how mean I may seem to him, I really do care for him. He hold my hands alot and let me hold his arm when we walk. He let me hit him alot too. LOL! He hasn't kiss me yet. But I love him for that. I can't beleive he's still with me. I'm grateful to the Heaven Father, for letting me have Liem in my life.