Thursday, April 30, 2009

Butterflies

I really like that feeling.
The beginning.
I never thought I'd go for him.
But lately, I've been seeing him differently.
I actually opened up to him.
Which I thought would just be about a small opening.
but it opens up more and more each day... and it's freaking me out.
I need to control myself too.
Getting out of hand here.
Maybe being in control was what messed up my previous relationship.
Well, learning from my experience, I'll be more open and trusting.
I guess I don't have to worry about him cheating on me cause someone cheated on him.
and He's too nice to actually do that right?
he is nice. and I love nice.
He doesn't wear glasses daily, but he does at night, lol
But I'm tired right now... And I'm just enjoying the moment.
how long will he last?
Not sure, but it feels good right now... and I'm just going with the flow.
let things fall as they may.