asianavenue post

It`s been a while since i been on asianavenue. i guess it`s because everyone is on xanga. I wonder if anyone goes on asianavenue anymore?! Well just in case you do go on here and read this -who also would like to see my xanga page that i finally posted on, the name is Vanthinks. And if you have livejournal, it`s also vanthinks, and if you have blogger, it`s swttuyetvan. I know so many journal places right? It`s because all my friends like to go on different places for their journal, so i just try to register for every one them so i can be with them to know about their life and updates or whatnots. It`s pretty cool i guess. and since no one comes here anymore, i`ll just post something in here just because i feel safe, why? because at least i have a feeling no one goes on here. LOL. but if you do, that`s great too. anyways, school sucks, but i gotta go through with it if i want to become someone. and then there`s work which is no biggie anymore, just a place i can waste my time and make money. and then there`s all these hot guys i be seeing everyday. and i have crazy thoguhts of how hot this one guy is and how much i like him! Do i actually have a crush?! anyways that`s for another time. And then there`s my dear friends that i worry about, Dat and Truc Le. Their mother just passed away and it`s so hard for me to think about how it would be like to have your mother gone. But then again, Dat`s really handling it very well, He`s very strong, and if he can be strong at this moment so shall I! My prayers are with them. wish i can do more than just words can. But i can`t bring back their mother. I made new friends here and there and it`s great. I mean there`s this one guy that i like but there`s no chance of me being with him, it`ll be all too weird. But should i really have aboyfriend right now? I sure don`t mind if i do. it won`t make a big impact on my life, i don`t think. but let`s just move on. My sister is getting engaged! It`s going to be fun. and my little sister is confirming next month and everyone is ready to get out of school! Summer is coming but it`s not going to be fun for me this year, i`m going to summer school! =( yeah it`s going to be crazy but it`ll only last for three weeks. but i just jave to wake up everyday and goto school... it`ll be fine. hope it`ll pass by quick, but not too quick ya know. anyways, i feel bored now,i need to go do something to make my life more interesting. I don`t know, any suggestions?!

Grandma

It's time again. So what's been going on?! Let's see... what am i thinking about? My grandma went into the hospital last Thursday. went to visit her twice since then. Doctors say she can go home today. but not really sure. i hope to see her when i come home today. when i go home from school, she always ask me, Con di hoc ve a? And i say -da vang. and that's it. and then the other night, we had Popeyes, and my grandma loves Popeyes! And we realized if she was home she'd be eating it with us. We miss her so much. So yesterday me and my brother went bought Popeyes and brought it to the hospital for her. We know she liked it very much. all she do is sleep eat and pray. She wants to walk around but the nurses always tell her to stay in bed. My grandma is so funny, she say that she was feeling fine and that they just want to keep her in the hospital to make money by keeping her. Anyways, i have to face it, my grandama is not getting any younger and we love her too much to let go. If that day comes soon, i can only cherish the times I have with her right now.

Just Incase you're wondering, my grandama came home on Monday.

And here's a picture of me and my favorite cousin Paul.



I hope i made this longer.

just another dream?

Oh man, It was a crazy experience in my dream, i was actually controlling it while trying to stay in it. Sometimes when you realize you're dreaming, you tend to wake up and be like "awww man i wish i was still dreaming." But i actually stayed in it! And when i did woke up intentionally in my dream i was like -cool! and then fell back asleep and knew i was dreaming again. It was fun. And then something happened, when i try to wake up i couldn't anymore, i was prolly going into deep sleep or something. But i finally woke up after so many tries. then i started praying because at first, it was a normal dream turned into nightmare cuz i couldn't wake up. So i started to pray that i will always wake up if i ever had a nightmare... and then i prayed for Dat's mom as well. Then i suddenedly had an urge to write them a letter about how you shouldn't lose faith in God especially during a really tough time. So it was like 5:00 in the morning. and i woke up praying for inspriration of what to write, and then i wrote it, and my sister alarm clock went off and she woke up to get ready for school. so I told her to give it to Truc in the morning. all that in one night, scary man. I went back to sleep like normal. i didn't want to control my dreams anymore.