asianavenue post

It`s been a while since i been on asianavenue. i guess it`s because everyone is on xanga. I wonder if anyone goes on asianavenue anymore?! Well just in case you do go on here and read this -who also would like to see my xanga page that i finally posted on, the name is Vanthinks. And if you have livejournal, it`s also vanthinks, and if you have blogger, it`s swttuyetvan. I know so many journal places right? It`s because all my friends like to go on different places for their journal, so i just try to register for every one them so i can be with them to know about their life and updates or whatnots. It`s pretty cool i guess. and since no one comes here anymore, i`ll just post something in here just because i feel safe, why? because at least i have a feeling no one goes on here. LOL. but if you do, that`s great too. anyways, school sucks, but i gotta go through with it if i want to become someone. and then there`s work which is no biggie anymore, just a place i can waste my time and make money. and then there`s all these hot guys i be seeing everyday. and i have crazy thoguhts of how hot this one guy is and how much i like him! Do i actually have a crush?! anyways that`s for another time. And then there`s my dear friends that i worry about, Dat and Truc Le. Their mother just passed away and it`s so hard for me to think about how it would be like to have your mother gone. But then again, Dat`s really handling it very well, He`s very strong, and if he can be strong at this moment so shall I! My prayers are with them. wish i can do more than just words can. But i can`t bring back their mother. I made new friends here and there and it`s great. I mean there`s this one guy that i like but there`s no chance of me being with him, it`ll be all too weird. But should i really have aboyfriend right now? I sure don`t mind if i do. it won`t make a big impact on my life, i don`t think. but let`s just move on. My sister is getting engaged! It`s going to be fun. and my little sister is confirming next month and everyone is ready to get out of school! Summer is coming but it`s not going to be fun for me this year, i`m going to summer school! =( yeah it`s going to be crazy but it`ll only last for three weeks. but i just jave to wake up everyday and goto school... it`ll be fine. hope it`ll pass by quick, but not too quick ya know. anyways, i feel bored now,i need to go do something to make my life more interesting. I don`t know, any suggestions?!