Wednesday, April 13, 2005

just another dream?

Oh man, It was a crazy experience in my dream, i was actually controlling it while trying to stay in it. Sometimes when you realize you're dreaming, you tend to wake up and be like "awww man i wish i was still dreaming." But i actually stayed in it! And when i did woke up intentionally in my dream i was like -cool! and then fell back asleep and knew i was dreaming again. It was fun. And then something happened, when i try to wake up i couldn't anymore, i was prolly going into deep sleep or something. But i finally woke up after so many tries. then i started praying because at first, it was a normal dream turned into nightmare cuz i couldn't wake up. So i started to pray that i will always wake up if i ever had a nightmare... and then i prayed for Dat's mom as well. Then i suddenedly had an urge to write them a letter about how you shouldn't lose faith in God especially during a really tough time. So it was like 5:00 in the morning. and i woke up praying for inspriration of what to write, and then i wrote it, and my sister alarm clock went off and she woke up to get ready for school. so I told her to give it to Truc in the morning. all that in one night, scary man. I went back to sleep like normal. i didn't want to control my dreams anymore.