Breathe

I'm getting happier! I'm scared i might lose it though... because everytime I'm happy something bad happens. i just want to keep this feeling a little longer. let's not get my hopes up too high. I've been having trouble with this.... i really like this guy.. but things might not work out because the hurricane distanced us. I never really told him i like him because i'm scared it'll ruin our friendship. I even thought that a friend of mines was falling for him too. If I don't take this chance to tell him.... it might not have it again to tell him. So should I tell Him? Or just leave things the way they are... until we all go back to New Orleans?! then I'll have to wait some more... what if i never go back? ..so confused. I'm still thinking about it... and i feel like i should wait.... but I might lose my chance again.... i hope i don't regret this, but i'm going to wait til the time is right.... But what should i really do?