At this Moment
My Reflection I usually do this on my blogspot.. but what the heck..
Life: In general, it is okay. Hurricane did a big turn on me and I'm dealing with it as I live day by day. I'm in God's hands.
Family: Ever since we had foodstamps we've been eating real good. Better than we were before the Hurricane. Don't tell anyone but we eat salmon, snowcrabs, steak, and lobsters. I guess we eat too well, that's why I'm so fat! We (headcount of 9) are living in a apartment of two bed rooms, one bathroom, a living/kitchen room. It's small but easy to clean, so I guess we can live. There's some tension and conflicts here and there but we've been through worst and we can handle it. Let's just say the situation could of been worst but we're thankful that it's not! I mean, we went through a Fire one time and we learned alot from then. I love my sisters alot! They are alot more wiser than me when it comes to meaningful words. I learned alot from them. As long as I keep my mouth shut, they'll love me.
Work: I Quit Castnet two weeks before Katrina. Right now, I'm not looking for a real job.. I'm just helping out my sister's store whenever she needs me.
School: Attending ULL. It's okay I guess. Only thing I like most is the computer access. Classes are okay. I'm not failing any classes yet, but I'm not doing too great either. At least I caught up a little from the two weeks I missed. I felt like I was ripped off of two weeks of school. I now know the importance of attending classes. Just hope I pass or else I'm gonna change majors!
Friends: Not many, I only see Julie at school. My Family are my friends now. But I still have friends.. like through the internet. But just think.. they're all over the United States now! I have alot of Friends everywhere...... just not here. I really miss them! the times we've shared will never be forgotten. I love UNO and I always will!
Edit: I'm really not over him though... I wanted to let him go, but like i can't stop thinking about him dude.... Urgh!
Love: I'm letting him go because I know he can be happier with the girl who's falling for him too. Besides, we weren't even a real thing in the first place. Maybe I lost my chance on love but it's okay because I can move on. At least I didn't get too attached to someone, because it would be very hard for me right now if I was. If it was meant to be, It'll come back. If Not, It's okay because I still believe in love and a time for love. I just watched two movies about love (Just Like Heaven & 50 First Dates) and felt as if i'm the only person out there without a love life, what's strange is.. I'm okay with it. It's simply not my time yet, but I'm looking forward to it soon. * the guy i'm talking about will be left unnamed, please don't ask*
God: I trust him to bring me on a path that will lead me to where I want. Which is what he wants.. I hope. I need to pray more sencerely. I never lost faith in him, just been a little lazy. I pray for my family and friends 3H's (Health/Happiness/Holiness) and things... but I haven't thank him or praise him too much for it. (But I really do Jesus!) I just need to talk to Jesus more.
Self: I feel like I have no purpose to life. I want to become a doctor, but it's not looking too good right now. Maybe I could be a good nurse! I can work hard, I think I'm a hardworker.
