when things are almost starting to get settled down.... One second later.. boom. things change again. So now my parents are going back next week to New Orleans and I think they are staying there. heard that they can work again and live in a trailer or something. But... wherever that's gonna go.. It means that i'm staying back in Lafayette with my two little sisters for school. Now we are trying to figure things out and I got really frustrated. who's gonna drop off and pick up Anna and Thao-vi?! Who's gonna babysit Katelyn? and grandma is gonna be alone in the house.... Urgh! On top of that... got into a argument with my dad, and my sisters got all mad at me. But it's over now. but still.... i'm very stressed out and I need to get away from my family right now.... but I Can't! Urgh. And then my dad got mad at Hong for something that is not her fault cuz she didn't know. Like she said, Dad can bring you really high one minute and then can just easily get you down the next and make everyone hate you. he really needs to control his temper. actaully everyone does in my house. One good thing, Hoa and I got help from Red Cross. It's not for Katrina, but for Rita. How?! Because I got my license in Abbeville, where Rita hit. God Knows I'm Broke! So I'm not gonna be too broke in the next couple of weeks. When life gives you bumps.. you smooth it out right? but it's not giving me enough time. trying to smooth out one and then it gives me another one to deal with. i'm soooo PMSing too man. I'm very angry and just need to be alone for a while, at least from all these negative things.
This morning a girl ran into me thinking I was a friend of hers. She said I looked like her friend named Van. She felt a lil embrassed... And then I told her my name is Van! wow.. .is there actually a lost twin of me out there?! Hahaha... we talked for a while and I think she's really nice. She asked me if I wanted to go chill with her sometime to meet the other Van. Glad I got to meet a new friend here. Her name is Chinh by the way. Maybe I can finally get out of my family mess and chill with new people.
