Monday, March 19, 2007

I'm Nervous

Something's come up. It's very unexpected, but I'm transferring schools and changing my major. I didn't want to talk about it, but I really have to Unload somewhere. I'll open up soon to everyone about it, not now. It's happening all so quickly I can't even believe it. But it's still uncertain though. I still have to wait about three weeks to know if I'm in or not. And if I do, I'll start this summer after the spring semester is over. I can't beleive I'm making a big step into my future. I'm moving on up.... Reaching for a doctor degree looked impossible, but now, it looks acheiveable. I think I can actually make it! Slowly but surely. One step at a time. = I'm so scared for my future. I can't beleive I'm growing up. Being more serious and taking control of my life. And possibly having responsibilities of other people's life. Am I ready for it?! Can I take all of life's pressure and step up to plate?! I don't know for sure, But I'm going headforwardly to the best I can be. Wish me luck. It's going to be intense. It's going to be life altering. It's more than I ever expected. I'm so scared. I wish I was young forever.