11:48 PM 4/23/2007
Hey there. I haven't written in a journal in a while. I'm doing okay. pretty good i guess. I'm failing general chemistry again. I'm praying to God there's a big curve. I just need a C, but a B would be great! i doubt that. Dear God, My grades are all above or at average, so please!!! please!!! can i have the C?!?!?!?! I'll be so happy. I know i really didn't study much for it, but it's just not my subject. Organic seems better. have no idea why. maybe it's mostly nomenclature. I got my wisdom teeth out. Thank God. She was so nice?! do you know that?! Dear god, please keep on blessing her. She helped me alot. and she says it's all thanks to you. So Me too, i won' thave the grades i need unless you bless them to me. And if I don't have the C i need for general Chem, I guess I have to take it again, and put up with the embarassment of failing it twice. =( I hate school. But at the same time i love it. I'm trying to pre-study for biology right now. And i will more tomorrow. Physics is so easy I love it!!!! It's so much better than last semester. thank GOD! This week is Linda's confirmation. Bless her jesus, May the holy spirit lift her soul. and feel your love. I can't wait til thao-vi's birthday. I'm so happy for her. And in some ways I know she is too. Thanks, for letting me have her as my sister. She's pretty cool you know. She's smart. As for me teeth and doctor visits. It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. And i remember how nervous i was at the moment i found out i have to do physicals. Whoa. LOL! I didn't share that feeling with you... or did i? But yeah, i was so scared and embarassed. I didn't even knwo i can still be embarassed. Only to doctor visits like these. you know i met a nice nurse named Van. Jesus, bless his heart, he's a good man. And the doctor too. she's nice. I met so many nice people in the medical field. I think it's really what i want to do. I tested myself to be able to look at blood and needles. It's not so bad. I can get used to it jesus. You knwo that?! Thanks for giving me that ability to not get freak out by needles and blood. I knwo some people do, but not me. and i can endure pain. YOu wanna knwo why?! because it doesn't compare to your pain on the cross. and a little pain can hurt me. You taken most of it already. thank you. I love you jesus. you knwo that?! someway, somehow, you come back into my life. a little of you goes a long way... i heart you!!! =) i know i'm not explaining everything in detail of how i feels, but i know you know. Thanks for Liem too. he's a sweetheart. sometimes i feel whatever about him, and then sometimes i feel good about him. sometimes even very sad, but mostly for no good reason. I guess i worry too much. It's all inyour hands jesus. I knwo you'll take care of me, just like youare with my mom and dad. Thanks for the $$ mula.. Hahaha... money comes with trouble you that jesus?! I can see, the more money you come across, the more mess you have to deal with. but we gotta have it. but it's only thanks to you. You giveth, and you can taketh. hehehhe. i tried the buffet on chef today. Thumbs down, but good luck to them anyway. we all need a little lift sometimes. okay i guess this is it for now. i'll be back to write more later.12:05 AM 4/24/2007
