today i called ton and talked to him for an hour or so. I haven't talked to him in so long and we had so much to catch up on. he didn't even know i was working at smoothie king or bought a laptop. I had to tell him my good news, about cardiopulmonary and getting a new car. And i also told him about me and liem. and william and how things are going very well. And for him, he's still in br but got kicked out from his sister's place and he's staying with a friend and another friend's house. He's also been sleeping around and got used. the girlhe slept with might be pregnant. but he doubt it is his because he used protection.. but still i couldn't believe he would really do something like that no matter what the circumstances. and now he's got himself into so much worries. he told me about his sex life. LOL! he told me he wanted to talk to Trang. I told him about people here... and what nots. and about going to church and stuff. i wish he still was innocent like me back here in new orleans. i bet he could be a different person. but i'm glad he's out on his own, i really want him to take care of himself before anyone else. he needs to get his priorities straight. he needs to save up money instead of wasting it on 300 phones and spending 600 dollars on a girl who doesn't give a damn about him. i feel bad for him man, he's broke and can't control his spending. that why he's not at school pursuing his degree for optometry. I was like, Why he keep doing this shit all over to himself. he should get along with his family and move back or something. hehehe.... it kinda funny to think ton actually got laid, he must met some really needy girls or must be super drunk... LOL! anyways, the laptop bag came in today, it;s so ugly and freakign big!!! i have to return and go find a good looking one. and it gotta be done before thao-vi birthday. there's three and a half more week untilt he end of the semester. wow!!! it's so fast! i can't believe i'm about to start cardiopulmonary in about two months. =( i hate school and now more?!?! i can't take it anymore. but i have to.
Thank god for everything in my life, i know tonight is good friday and all, but i feel like jesus is still alive, at least in my mind and heart. When i'm sad or feel very depressed, i would think jesus died. but today i realized that maybe cardiopulmonary is my true calling in life. there's got to be a reason why i applied in the first place and how all of a sudden i met william again and becoming friends with him. He's my sorta close connection to the department. and can show me a thing or two around the place. comparing my life to ton's i feel very good about my life and how it's going. i dont' have alot of downs as much as ups. and thank god for that. other than failing general chemistry again... i don't knwo why that course is so hard. i don't understand it, i think i need a tutor in chemistry. i have no idea what is going on. maybe the learning center have a tape or something i can watch and study with. i'm truly blessed, thank you jesus... thank you.
