Happy Enough

I don't know where to start to give this entry a good intro that explains all the good things that's happening in my life. I'm very blessed. And I feel very grateful for my life right now. Nothing bad happened for me to understand this. It's just, looking back.. I knew one day this happiness will come to me again. It's nice for a while. I know it won't be easy breezy or nice and comfy later. But for now, I'm so loving this feeling of where I'm at right now at this moment in my life. I can make a long list of things I'm grateful for and so happy for it. It's heartwarming. I know good things won't last long. but maybe this entry will be my photo of this moment. This feeling will be embedded into my memory. I don't feel any regrets. How can I explain this feeling? I'm not overly happy. I'm just at a good balanced happy right now. And that's pretty good. I like it just right. Happy enough. There are things that won't be perfect, but in its own little way, it is. I guess whatever God blesses me with, it's all for the right reasons. I feel in my heart that I'm so glad my life is in his hands. All the things I'm capable of is given by him. anything that's taken away from me would be fine too. because it creates for me a balance that I need in my life. I just pray that everything will be okay. and I know it will be. Because God is taking care of me. Thank you for my family, friends, and just all the people in my life. Mostly, thank you for being in my life. With you, all things are possible. I'm so happy that I got accepted into this program. This really open doors to big dreams that I once thought, was out of the question but now possible to reach. I'm so glad I chose to go to college and stay in school. It was quite boring and typical and seemed like I'm going no where at first. But now, I feel there's so much I want to accomplish. I feel like conquering everything. I feel so blessed that my family is fully supporting me. I love my Mom and Dad so much. They are so supportive and just so wonderful. My sisters are all proud of me and wants me to keep on going. They're so understanding, supportive, and just my strength for everything. My boyfriend is so nice about it too. He's such a sweetie, he's a blessing too. In the next part of my life, I will probably go through alot. This happy moment here.. it may likely fade away. But I find peace that it will come again later. Life is Wonderful. God works in mysterious ways. somehow, someway everything will turn out ... okay. I'm not rich, but still, I'm happy. I have nothing, but yet, I have everything.