I don't know what you're probably going through. Maybe i'm just silly, but maybe you're thinking twice about our relationship. and maybe, just maybe you want to break up with me. and it's really it's okay by me. I think i can handle breaking up with you again. You know i really like you. maybe it's hard for you to understand why i do. But i do. You might be worried about how we are both so different. i know you sometimes feel uncomfortable with me when it comes to money. I hope you know i'm not with you for your money. don't think having money will make me happy. There's people rich with money but poor in other ways. Well, my dear, you may not have alot money but you're rich in love and kindness. you might not know it, but sometimes you sell yourself a little short. you're capable of so much more than some rich guy. A rich guy doesn't know how to work hard for what he has, they may have been spoon fed all their life and take for granted what they have. but for someone who have to work hard for what they have, they are rich in strength, determination, and hardworking ability. Money doesn't make a man better than others. strip all that away what would you have. Probably a cocky lazyass. So, don't think that giving me fancy things will make me happy. Just be yourself.
And the thing about my mom and dad. we'll be okay. they're grown ups, they have to understand for us. We're still growing. we're not perfect, people make mistakes, even them, we gotta learn and learn it all together. they're giving you a chance for their trust. Well, maybe not my dad for now, he has this big male ego, and it's hard to talk to him, but give him a lil time. he'll come around. He's very a smart man and very understandable. You gotta understand for him too. we're all just people trying to get along that's all. maybe i'm over simplifying it. but I don't want you to get scared and freak out, cuz lord knows i am too. But i'm glad i'm with you. if i never start dating you, i wouldn't understand all this. about how hard life is, and how we still gotta move on and keep living. It's all part of growing up. I'm glad i'm doing this now than later. you know i couldn't do this alone right? My dad has little faith that my first love will last, and it's funny because maybe it is true. I hope you don't give up on us yet. But it's okay you do. maybe this is all i can have of you. and maybe it's just my luck. And somehow it shows how right my parents are. either way, i'm glad i'm a lil wiser and love my parents even more. I'm grateful i've experienced this and whose more pefect than having you beside me while i go through this? Thanks liem. and If you'll still have me, I still want to thank you too anyways.
Oh BTW, i didn't go to pensacola this weekend. My mom cancel the trip. I went to confession today. it was good. What's up with that song on your page? sometimes you scare me liem, anyways listen to my song. Hope to talk to you soon.
