A new year, a new start

I'm glad i have sisters that love me. i wish i was wiser and nicer to them and not as conniving as they think i am. I'm not smart. I just do what i do. Man, Am i that mean? Anyways, I think me and liem is going to break up. he doesn't treat me as i deserve, maybe he's like chu hieu and is very cheap, but you can't be cheap to your girlfriend like that. may liem doesn't like me that much. and i'm not worth anything to him. i thought i was more than that. Man was i wrong, but i'm glad i figured this out before it's too late. So i htink imma just cool i todwn a lil bit, and give him one more chance. he made me sad twice. One for not appreciating me because of my gift. and that he didn't treat me well, after having the upper hand of knowing what he got for christmas. and when he didn't call me back after i told him we're going to spend less time. Why is he still with me? Is he using me? probably is, but this new year, it's going to be diferent. I'mnot putting anohter dime in our relationship. If he can't pay attention to me and make me happy then i'mnot going to try twice as hard in effort for this relationship to work. I want us to be together, but i need him to meet me half way and i don';t fell that way this past week. Oh well, I don't know i'm jst going to give him one more chance, and i'm beingnice like i am. i know he doesn't know how to hit on girls or flirt but at least give an effort. I dont' need him if he's going to be that way. If he can support me now, how am i going to be able to trust him and dpend on him for support. Not in finacial ways but in emotional ways too. I feel he doesn' tlike me, andi dont' desreve that kind of treatment.