2/9/07

Good Lord i'm blind and can't type. I'm So stressed out from school. Dear Jesus, I would like to pray tonight. In written from. So that I can change and make the things i want to say clearer. There's so much. but i want to start with you. How are you? Good? yes? No? Maybe so? That's from Kim slaughter my organic recitation proctor. I'm doing okay in there. I want to do better though. I tried studying... but it wasn't enough. i was dissappointted in myself. i got the right answer but then i changed it, to the wrong one! that was ten points man! i could have made an 81. I know i haven't prayed much, i mean.. truly prayed. i tried do the rosary last night. i couldn't sleep.. i was thinking so much and i am tonight too. so i thought, all that time i could have been praying, it helps me fall asleep too. and it helped take my worries away. thanks. can i do it jesus? handle all these courses? it's not easy, and i'm too lazy. i can do much better. please keep me focused and determined to know the material so well, i can breeze through the test in confidence. That's alot to ask for, but knowing the material is good. I need to pray for alot of people. So Dang is one. I love her, even though she's far away and i haven't spoken to her, i know she thinks of me and prays for me once in a while. probably on our bdays. I want to pray for my family. we're going through a rough patch. i hope everything will be okay. i know it will, but it's not easy. i need to be like liem, cut back on spending. we're not rich. i miss that dork. but i'm fine. school is taking over me. we don't spend alot of time like we used to. i can't anyway. he's busy with school too. This weekend is chi Hanh's wedding! I hope for the best to them. May they love each other always. i have a huge zit. now it's a scar. but i do like how the rest of my face feels. it's very smooth. i have another day of schooling tomorrow and work. Thanks for reading my thoughts jesus, have a goodnight.