7:19 PM 2/28/2007
The last day of the month. I didn't do anything productive again today. I finish my lab report and turned it in today. And guess what?! we didn't have lab either. And i got paid today 186.00. and me and thao-vi wanted to eat sushi, but it was closed until dinner time. i wanted to stay back at school today to get my test results from last time, but i went home instead. Maybe he'll bring them next exam date. Who knows. I'm not looking forward to my 61. Which is a C grade. =( i hate chemistry, and organic isn't fun either. Anyways, been watching alot of phim tau and need to start on my physics homeowrk soon. and next monday i don't have class, but i'm going to school to study too. and i will on saturday too. so friday, sat sun, and monday i have off to study for organic. but i bet you that i won't start studying until monday night. maybe tuesday. Because the test is on wednesday. But then i have too much to do. Good thing i don't have to turn in a lab report next wednesday. I have to do physics too. and hopefully this week in recitation will give me alot of things to study for organic.
I've been thinking alot about Liem too. Actually i don't want to break up with him. I think i'm fine with him right now. I feel like i have someone. and that's good right? Maybe he doesn't like me, but there's got to be a reason why he's still with me. Am i putting myself too low? Like, i make liem seem like the better person but i know i'm so much better than that. Why doesn't he see that? that He's lucky to have me as a girlfriend? He takes advantage of me. He doesn't know what he's got. And i don't feel like proving myself to him. I feel like not special around him. He's so frugal. I got to tell him next time he does that price checking thing. It was his birthday that day. i didn't want ot pick fights with him. Besides, it's small things anyways. he might say i'm makign a big deal otu of nothing. i worry too much about the small things. I'm tired and i need to do other things than write so much about nothing. 7:30 PM 2/28/2007
