so much has happened. I can't write down everything that happened.
but here's the gist of it.
Ton and I are friends.
LOL!! it was funny.
I'm glad we can still be friends after all that.
We've been friends and always will be.
We tried otherwise and it didn't work.
I'm so glad he felt the same way.
And I knew he did too! LOL!
Met someone new. I can't beleive how quickly it happened.
He's got alot of history.
I'm scared but also excited, it may be a downfall.
His name is Cuong Le and he's crazy.
I think I'm even crazier.
I want to get out, but somehow, he pulls me back in.
He's got that manliness that I'm attracted to
But I know it's no good for me
He's controlling and gets mad easily.
I have to comfort him alot.
I'm defensive alot and he hates that.
I can't trust people..... or become vulnerable.
But he's pushing all my right buttons. I'm scared.
I must say... He's my counter ego.
We're just friends though. Too soon for anything.
He said he'd give it a shot if I want to too.
But I tried backing away, but it didn't work.
This is the trouble I get into, for being Lonely for too long.
I want love... not just anyone at the moment to fill the void.
I kind of wish I never met him.
I love Tien more and more each day!
Not in a lesbian way.
She let me play with her dogs!
I'm getting to know her more each day.
We're similar, but different. It's good.
She introduced me to a new place.
The view was magnificent!
All I can think about was Liem.
I know deep down inside, I love him.
I finally spilled my beans to Thu today at lunch.
I told Thu my secrets of my love life.
And didn't judge me....
She still loves me!
Vinh is getting closer.
He's getting to know me more now than the past two years.
Mostly because I'm quickly becoming best friends with Tien.
But he's a good friend too.
Crawfish boil tomorrow.
