I love my mom and dad. They've given me so much. more than anyone has ever given me. Why am I crying over a stupid guy like liem who's given me shit. He treat me bad. I should be crying over every day that my mom and dad has left in this world with me. They're getting old, and I owe it to them to make them happy. I'm going to finish school and make something out of myself. They've given me everything. My new 2007 white Camry, a king sized temper pedic bed, my car insurance, my blackberry, my teeth, my education, they raised me to be a good person, they given me my life. I have so much to be happy for.Thanks you Jesus. For everything. I'm okay... I love you, I love my mom and dad, I love my family, and I love myself. *deep breath* I'm okay. It's okay.
I decided, this christmas, I will make a gift of myself to jesus. i love him and he's always been there for me, when I needed him the most, in my weakest moments, no matter how bad I make mistakes, He still loves me and Forgives me. I'm taking this time to replinish my soul, and no matter how many bad things I've done, I still can turn back around and forgive myself and love myself, because jesus loves me. Jesus Loves Me!!!! He's blessed me with so many things. And I'm so grateful! I love you Jesus!!! I Love you. I'm sorry i turned away from you, I'm sorry I blocked you out of my life. I'm sorry, I'm a sinner. Please help me. to face the devil and evil spirits of the world. Please help me overcome human weaknesses. Please help turn back around and love you the right way. help me to love myself the right way.
