It's what makes me happy.
I've been losing weight.
Not alot, but I see the difference.
My skin is clearer because I drink mostly water.
I'm so happy.
I'm myself again.
I've been away for so long.
No more "solitude" mode anymore
I've been dead for over a year now.
I went through a bad relatioship and needed time to recover.
Am I totally recovered?
Well, God drew the final straw
And that's exactly what I needed.
I needed to beleive in myself.
to get through the pain.
When I saw my ex again,
It was a moment of truth for me,
That pain I ran away from,
In a way I still want to run away from it altogether.
But what I need to do is face it head on.
Have faith in myself.
I'm stronger than I thought I was.
I know God works in mysterious ways.
But once I let go of my pain,
I find God wonderous miracles worked in the people in my life
Everything happens for a reason.
I really believe that.
I just so happen to bump into Victoria today at Barnes.
I had a wonderful conversation with her.
As if the estranged person I've been didn't matter.
I've always been an approachable person.
And she said some really nice things to me.
I also told her a few things too about herself.
She just needed a boost of confidence and faith that she must have in herself.
I gave her the same advice I just realized on myself.
I needed faith in myself, I needed confidence.
And now I'm happy in my own way.
I was so glad I had that conversation with her.
I've been away from friends for so long.
and it so happens that lately I've been bumping into alot of friends.
God knew me too well.
I'm grateful for them Jesus. Yes, Yes I am.
After Barnes I went to Paul's house and had another great conversation too.
It's been a while since I had one of those with him.
It's also his birthday tomorrow.
I got him a book I recently read and ejoyed very much. "Rich Dad Poor Dad"
Which I also recommmened to Victoria.
She's a business major and I know she will really enjoy it.
I also got Paul a giftcard to Starbucks for his green tea lemonades.
And I sat down and actually talked to him today of how I've been doing.
And also thanked him for being there as a listening ear
when I was down in the dumps.
When I first broke up with Liem and did something
very stupid afterwards with another guy.
He's one of the only friends that I can trust other than Ton.
He has a perspective on things that's different from Ton.
But him just being there to listen means so much to me.
I wanted to let him know that.
I also told him my reconnected friendship with Nga.
And also my wild weekend that just have passed.
He doing very well himself.
He's enjoying his Master program very much and is very happy.
He's working and still have all his friends in his life.
He's a very good friend and deserves the best from me too.
I wish I was half as good a friend as he is to me.
The day doesn't end there.
I got texts from Chanh Thu right after Yoga,
I asked her if she want to go to the gym with me sometimes
We might go this Saturday if she's free.
After Yoga I met up with Vinh at Barnes to study.
But before I saw Vinh, I saw Thuy Tien~!
I gave her a big hug!
and we sat and did some catching up and talk alot too.
Vinh came by and joined in.
I really enjoyed my day.
I opened up myself to each and every person today in a different way.
But I let them know the truth.
I even talked about Liem to them too.
He's obviously been on my mind.
I find that without friends, I won't be able to move on.
But I am.
And I'm glad.
I'm grateful for friends. Jesus reminded me of that as of late.
And as for Family. I LOVE LOVE LOVE them.
Thank you, thank you Jesus.
