Sharing the Love

I think I was on the verge of becoming lesbian this past weekend. I never trusted anyone like this before! She is like my best friend right now. I would kill her if she tells people about me, especially my parents! I'm really a wild child that's been kept protected for too long. And I revealed to her that I'm really a freaky deaky! LOL! Well, mostly in dancing anyways. I never had sex to actually claim that. She told me she would have to get me drunk to see how crazy I get. Which will never happen! Many said that they would, but I never gave them that chance. I don't think I can even trust myself being drunk! But maybe I'll get drunk on graduation night with her... That would be an experience! We're quickly becoming best of friends! She talks to me about things that's deeper than most people would and I tell her alot of personal things about me too. I also have alot of fun with her too. We have so much things in common, but yet still very different. Oh my God! I can't believe how much stuff went down that night. Well, she called me and asked if I wanted to come out and eat dinner with Vinh and that she would drive. I wasn't really hungry... I just wanted to go out that night. I was so glad she made plans with me. She drove us to the westbank and we ate at Chili's. Vinh didn't know I was coming until our phone chat in the car and he recognized my voice! It was fun just hanging out and talk alot about random things and BS like we usually do. This time without the intention of studying. And then Ton called me and told me he was going to Masquerade with the bunch. I wanted to go, but Tien was wearing uncomfortable shoes. Vinh doesn't dance so he quickly turned down the idea. Tien was about to drop me off to meet Ton there, but I changed my mind and went back to the east instead with her. I stayed at her house for a while to use the bathroom and I fed her puppies! She really love those dogs! Then her sister called and asked if we wanted to go to Masquerade. Very coincidental~! So we waited until Vi came home and Tien picked out her shoes and redid her makeup. We had time to just chill and hangout. She told me about her dogs, shoes, and handbags. We share alot of things about our past relationship with guys too. Her's about Hung and me about Liem. It was also a coincident that we broke up with them at almost the same time and still coping with it. We listen to the same break-up songs! LOL! Anyways, Vi's boyfriend Emerson drove us in case we drink. Which I didn't but danced away the night with random people like a drunk anyways. And I tried a few sips of whatever she handed me. But not alot of course. I was totally sober. I hated the taste of many of them. It was like medicine. And I can't believe she took my shots for me!! She literally drank double shots!! and was buzzing the whole night! LOL! and Vi got drunk! It was so funny! They taught me how to do lap dances. LOL! And Tien really enjoyed her night with me. I made her dance!! She introduced me to alot of her friends and I danced with them too! They took shots throughout the night, except me. I don't think they knew I was sober... They probably thought I was drunk as they were from my crazy dancing. They got me a shot too, but Tien drank it for me. To me, that was very thoughtful of her because she knows I hate drinking. I told her about my sake bomb and that I don't like the feeling where my heart is pounding out of my chest and I'm all warm and fuzzy. I guess it's the buzzing feeling?! Most people enjoys it, but for me, I hate to feel my heart racing like that. I don't think I can ever get to the point of drunkeness. I can dance without drinking to loosen up. I just love dancing! I met a few new friends there that night. I danced very vulgarly with them too. I didn't care too much, they were drunk and probably forgot who I am already. I didn't know they had girlfriends until an hour or two afterwards. Which was annoying that Tien didn't tell me early. I kinda felt like a bimbo for bumping my ass next to guys who have girlfriends already. I do respect their girlfriend feelings. I'm more comfortable dancing with single guys because it's just all in good fun. No strings attached and just good ole dirty dancing fun. I just like the crazy dancing. It's like a workout for me. I feel my quads aching from all that getting low on Tien. LOL! I also had a guy getting low on me! He was quite a dancer too! I think his name is Khanh. Tien told me he was in Pharmacy. And if Tien told me earlier that he had a girlfriend, I wouldn't have dance with him they way I did. Same goes to a guy named Son. I feel really dirty for dancing all up on them like that. They were not innocent themselves because they were dancing all up on me too! It was all in good fun anyways. Nothing serious and I really didn't care. The person I handled most was Tien anyways. I told her I would dance with her like a lesbian! And Vi got a nasty lap dance from me! LOL! It was my first time giving one ever! Then I saw Truc and gave her one too! She was with Thao and I danced a little bit with her.... And Tram was miss photographer didn't dance with me! But we took some silly pictures. I saw Thu, Lan, and Jesscia for a little bit. But they were leaving when I started dancing with Thu. Must of been a night for them. I saw Dyanuh there too! It's been so long since I've seen her! I miss her so much! She was so drunk and hella funny! I knew she can drink alot and still be fine. But that night may be one of those crazy nigths for her. I walked her to her friend because I wasn't sure she could walk on her own. It was so crazy! I didn't get home til 6:00am. Mom and Dad didn't know I even left the house that night. I made it to 11:00am mass looking decent. But it was one hell of a night! Sunday was uneventful. I slept most of the day and watched House. Ton called me to go eat but I was so tired and grumpy I really didn't want to do anything but sleep! Today, I'm catching up on my chores and schoolwork. And of course, writing this blog! Going to the next thing on my to do list. Thao-vi and Anna went to the parade in Metairie, which I passed, my quads are aching and I don't want to lose my voice. Maybe I'll go tomorrow. If I finish my introduction to my senior thesis.