Sheesh Van.....
I gotta move on.
all this non-sense of my emotions getting the best of me
I can't let it rule my life
I have to take control
I have to think with my head, not my heart
I know better than to fall back into that pattern
It's like that dream I had years ago.
I know he doesn't love me now
and he never will.
I gotta face that fact and move on
and not make any excuses for him anymore.
There's someone else for me in my future.
He will love me and make me happy.
I just know it, I just have to fight through this feeling.
I must have hope. That love will come again.
Pray and be patient for that day to come.
When the time is right, the love of my life will be with me.
